Sunday, October 9, 2016

Never Ever

You can blame me,
beat me,
Call me anything you want.

But never ever make me feel lonely.

It breaks me, makes me fall down to the ground
like a hundred broken pieces
And feel like there is no strength to get up.

The only thing I can compare it to, is my death.

Never, ever...

Saturday, July 30, 2016

Calling out your name loud

Your nick name is echoing in my head always.
It has become difficult for me not to call it out loud.
When in bed I roll restlessly.
When nobody is around, I call it quiet.
But its not helping me.
When at work, I'm afraid that I might scream.

Probably, I'll go to a mountain top,
And call it out loud till I feel a little better.

Just to feel better;
Not to make me understand I can never call you that again.

Sunday, May 22, 2016


Why can't you just come and hug me tight?
I really need one.
Why did you leave me to monsters and bad people?
I feel insecure without you.
How do you expect me to write;
All my infinite thoughts about you?


Monday, May 9, 2016

Global Citizen

"A Global citizen is someone who self identifies first and foremost not as a member of a state, a tribe or a nation but as a member of the human race"

"And someone who is prepare to act on that belief to tackle our world's greatest challenges".

Wow. I was looking for some words to express what we feel and this TED talk came in my recommendations.

Nowadays whoever I see and meet belongs to some group or category.  In the name of state, language, wealth and religion.

I have no idea why people still do it. Fighting for the dead idols sitting in rooms or for the stupid symbols and outdated books.(Well I am not against any religion or worshiping any god). But why defending the ones who doesn't have power or willingness to help the believers?

And why in the name of State or language?  If someone who speaks your language did a mistake then you shouldn't defend them. That is wrong. And don't ever speak in your mother tongue if a third person is in your group who doesn't understand that language. I am afraid to speak in my mother tongue even if no third person is there in office. Because it creates a wrong impression and gives others space to doubt or feel kicked out.

Well leave all these things. We can never stop it.

I would be happy to see a bunch of people talk how to improve our surroundings, or to tackle problems faced by our society. Water scarcity, climate changes, waste treatment etc.

When we will do it?

Note : I haven't written anything for a long time. So for some time, I'll write a lot of stupid nonsense. Paragraphs without connection and expressing thoughts without clarity. Bear me with this.

Perfect me

When I am yours and you are mine;
What is wrong saying anything bw us?

When we are ready to forget all the past;
why you kept a heap of things to resolve bw us?

When we both have dreams and we fight to fulfill them(I think you do),
How could you hold me back and make me answer the things I've no idea how to answer.

And you, keep analyzing the sentences. Check all the meanings of the words I say.
Sit, think and derive the things one can never think of.

Let me tell you dear,

This is the perfect me. With all the flaws you have seen. If you found me better anytime;
That's pure luck.

Or if you thought I was better,
That was pure mistake.

But I promise, I will keep trying.

Sunday, May 8, 2016


You know we should go to Goa.
Do they allow on beach at the night nowadays?
Yes. They do.
Great. Then we should go at night. Lie down on the beach and drink beer. Not too much but not too less. Until we float. And we should look at the stars and talk nonsense.
Awesome. We will do it.
Then we should go to that hill. That hill in the movie Rang de basanti. We should go there early in the morning. Sit on those rocks staring at the horizon drink Tropicana and eat roasted peanuts.
Wow. Now you making me long for the trip. 

Well that's the plan. Fingers crossed.

Tuesday, October 20, 2015

Disturb.. Disturb

I haven't read anything recently. This thought was disturbing in mind that "What are you doing?  You haven't read anything for a while!"

Then I decided to buy a book. Like any Sunday the lonely me decided to watch a movie in theater. I chose "The Intern" and went three hours before the movie to the theater thinking that will go to the Landmark and check some books.

Before that I randomly checked some sites about good books and noted down this book by Murakami.

It was all planned by someone. I went there and this boy in the Landmark was waiting for me. I said the book's name and he searched in the portal. It wasn't there. But he was sure the book was there and we went to search and within a minute he is back with the book! Wow!

It was costly but I bought it and went to PVR and picked up my ticket from the kiosk. I sat on the staircase and started reading it.

2pages.. 5pages.. 10pages.. 20pages.. 30pages...  Movie time!

I ran to the theater entrance and they asked me to wait for 20minutes outside.

As there were no chairs, I stand there, leaning to the wall and resumed reading. As I liked the book, I was not aware of what is happening around me. Then this happened!

A ~20y'old lady came and tapped on the book twice and said "Disturb.. Disturb" and walked away smiling.

I was like! I always expected this. I always expected something from the strangers. I always wished if someone put color on me on Holi. And I always knew someone will do this, when I am reading.

The sad thing is that, I just smiled back and resumed reading! What the heck! I dont even remember her face! WHY?!

For the girl who tapped on my book;

Sunday, October 18, 2015

Your absence

Your absence creates a void in my life,
I sit and worry about you.
The things that could happen to you fear me.

Suddenly there is a strong feeling,
to have you in my arms right now, right here,
Holding you to my chest and kissing you on your forehead.

But the silence makes it worse.
I'm afraid of the void becoming permanent,
And us forgotten in that void.

Stay close to me.
Where I can see you and hear you.

Saturday, July 4, 2015

Be Brave

Do you remember the time when you discovered fear?

Do you remember when did you face it for the first time

Even though you knew you were doing the right thing?

When did you surrender your life because of fears?

Do you often beat it and march towards the glory?

And when did you find fear in loving someone or something!

When can we all overcome our fear and hug the love of our life?

Be brave and stick to your heart?

Be patient and let time make the path?

Be courageous and prepare to face the worse?

Be happy that tomorrow will be ours.
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